fast cars, fast money and cheap drinks

Awwwww mama, can this really be the end?
down and out in vegas, with amphetamine psychosis again?

dont waste your youth growing up

Being a teenager is vastly overrated. We all make mistakes, we are stubborn and we couldn’t give two shits what our parents think, we hate school, we cause shit, we fight, we love, we cry, we give up on believing in a higher power. We’re all fucked up and thats the truth, we all come from dysfunctional families, because no family is perfect; we say things that we don’t mean, we yell, we scream, we get broken hearts, we get drunk, we have sex. Grades don’t mean a thing anymore, we live on quotes and music that describe our lives and most importantly we are tired. We are tired of waking up each morning and having to go to school where we see the people we hate or the people we love, we get tired of waiting for the text message that’s not going to come and we get tired of pretending we’re fine.

Time is life

You only live once, why stress about the daily routine of school, dont let boys play you from the start, unless your willing to play the game just as well. There’s always going to be bitches, so find your true friends, and stick with them. Study when you need too, but for fucksake have a life, get drunk, make mistakes, act stupid, immaturity will be in your heart your whole life, so dont try to get rid of it. Depression: we’ve all felt as if we’d had it at a time, if your upset over a boy, fucking get used to it, because its going to happen more then once, learn to not care, infact dont care, about anything, dont put yourself out there to get hurt, but still have love, if that. Need to get over a boy? One simple rule, find another.

Rebell once in a while its good for you, thrills are for the excitement, when the thrills gone its time to move on to the next thing, live by your own rules, change them, make them as you go, if you want something dont be afraid to go for it, but no one likes waiting, dont wait, most of the time once you stop waiting they’ll come back to you if they want you, if they dont, be happy, because you skipped getting hurt. Be smart, follow your instincts. Fashion, its not about following whats cool, its about wearing what you want to fucking wear, if people dont like it, who gives a shit, what’s in style changes every month, wear yourself, your personality, its probably one of the best ways to express yourself. I’m not going to be that person that looks back on the years of my youth, the years im allowed to make mistakes and learn from them, the years of fun and games, and wish i’d been like that one girl, who had a crazy fun life, never got bored, i want memories, amazing memories, with the amazing people ive met, and im going to meet, i want those romances ill always remember, and times ill never forget, ill have my time in life to be mature, but for now im just doing what feels right, im living…

This is possibly the best decision ive made in a long time;

i cut myself a new hair do. i was feeling impulsive and decided to give it a hack. i cut it too short. especially the bangs but you know what? i think its great - it looks shit but i dont care.

and this - the fact that i dont care, makes me feel good.

i wanna be rich, buy a huge loft in the city and buy fifty five tonnes of indie clothes

and fucking live.